So today is the last day of this semester. And it's been the best semester ever. School wise at least. God I'm gonna miss Rohner so fucking much it's not even funny. We've laughed so much. I've told her everything. She's listened while I cried. She's become one of my closest friends. Today was so hard. I mean I know I'll see her in 8 days on my birthday but it's gonna be so friggin hard not to have her as part of my daily life. She cried today and I cried and Chelsea cried. It was a very long good bye. Rohner (She told me to call her Laura now but it seems weird.) and a bunch of kids from acting and speech went out to lunch. I, of course, drove Rohner and we talked the whole time. I had a little handcuff key chain thing in my car and she found it and she made this whole story about how my mom walks in on my dog, daisy mae, with the handcuff on her paw and daisy like looks over her shoulder in shock. Lol Rohner was like She's doin it doggy style! I was like SHUT UP LAURA! SHUT UP! it's in my head!! It was hilarious. I got a picture of Rohner looking over her shoulder pretending to be daisy mae. it was so funny. Oh my god.
Rohner said she hoped she didn't get in trouble for leaving the school to go to lunch and i was like "Um what are they gonna do, fire you?" and I was like well I can play it up and put this handcuff on your finger and pull you through the halls and tell the dean that I found your downtown and that I'll take care of it. It was really funny. Everything with the handcuff thing was high-sterical!
Anyways, Rohner went into her office. And Chelsea and I followed her in there and we closed the door so she couldn't get out. Chelsea was like "Alright Rohner. You have three options. Stay here in this cage forever, Come live with one of us, or we both come live with you." She chose number three. She said "Rohny wouldn't mind if you tow moved in with us. So let's do that one." So after we let her out and everything.. I started crying when Rohner went into talk to the dean to say good bye. And I felt dumb but whatever. Then Rohner came out and saw me huddled in the corner. And she came over and said "Don't cry sweetie" and tried to pull the hood off my head but I wouldn't take it off. And finally I stood up and I hugged her and I wouldn't let go. She whispered to me, "If I text you tonight, will that make you feel better?" and i was like "I guess so. You're gonna forget though." and she's like "You really think I could just forget about you? I won't. I promise we'll talk. I mean I'll see you in a week for your birthday." and i was like "it's not the same." And i gave her a sad look and she's like "Don't look at me like that. You're breaking my heart." So we walked to her car. Me, Chelsea, David, Mark, Charles and Rohner. And they all said their good byes everything and I took that picture of Rohner pretending to be a handcuffed daisy mae and she's like you can't show these to anyone! they'll ruin my career. and i was like "What career?" lol and she like fell back and i was like holding her up and she goes "OH NO SHE DIDN'T!" and Charles says "What? Didn't you know why she was taking those pictures? To get you to come back to us." It was cute. Then I ran around rohner's car when she wasn't looking and I got into the backseat and fastened my seatbelt. And she didn't see me in there until she was about to get into the car. Then chelsea jumped into the front seat. And Rohner was like "Alright. If that's how it's gonna be." and Chelsea and I waved at the boys as Rohner drove off. And she kept driving... and driving. and I was like. "Well.. I'm not worried... are you chelsea?" Cause she lives an hour away so I was starting to wonder how long she was going to drive. After like 3 minutes, she pulled into a church parking lot and Chelsea was like "Oh okay. we need to get the church's blessing to become your new children" and rohner says "Yes. welcome to the church of Laura." But then she turned around and we were sad. So When she parked by my car Chelsea got out and yelled "I DON'T LIKE HOW YOU'RE TREATING ME MOM!" and slammed the door soo hard. I was like Holy shit. and then chelsea ran around the car to hug rohner and they bonked heads. Lol It was funny as shit. So I finally got out of the car and Rohner hugged me for a few minutes. Then kissed chelsea on the cheek then kissed me on the cheek and I cried a little then I said something. I don't remember what but I said it as Rohner was getting into her car and she stopped and she made this weird movement like she was gonna attack me or something. I was like uuuuh wtf? and she goes.. Ummm. I was gonna mark you. and she lifted her foot in the air as if she was gonna kick me in the face. Then we hugged her again and Chelsea was like "Come on Ashley. Let's go visit the shrine." and rohner paused and was like "Really? I was really excited for a second. You have a shrine?" And i was like ".... yesss. we dooo.. come to my apartment to look at it. Right now." and Rohner is like yeah right. I go and you like chop of my head and put a animatron thing in my mouth that says "DO YOUR HOMEWORK!" and i said "WHAT ARE YOUR OBJECTIVES!" It was really morbid but funny. Then finally she got into the car and she blew us kisses. Then when she had driven far enough, Chelsea and I ran after the car. She stopped the car and rolled down the window and reached her arm out. And chelsea and i were like "Well.. alright. I suppose we can come with you." and we started to walk to her car but then we stopped and we waved good bye. We couldn't start the hugs over. We'd never let her go. So she left. And it was so hard to watch her little green car drive away from the school. I started crying the second it disappeared. I was pretty much holding it back. Then like 5 minutes later, my phone started vibrating and i was like "OH. Is it Rohner?" Like totally kidding. and it was. And we talked for a few minutes with the phone between mine and chelsea's ear. And Rohner goes "See, Ash. I told you I wouldn't forget about you." And I was like "Oh. I had already forgotten about you." And I immediately yelled JUST KIDDING! I'M KIDDING! and she said something with an attitude and I was like "Don't you get snarky with me" and she's like "Well then don't get snarky with me" then I cried a little more. And I told her that she still had to text me tonight. But she hasn't yet. So she probably won't. But whatever. I miss her so much already. Just knowing she won't be there next semester is so depressing. It's not like I can knock on Mr. Kelly's door and see if he wants to chat. OH well. I'm sad.